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Rean Schwarzer, the Ashen Gofer ([personal profile] motiv8) wrote in [personal profile] fiddlestick 2019-03-08 01:13 pm (UTC)

3/8; 5:48am

[After getting left on read, Rean's night is restless at best. He makes attempts to sleep, but his mind won't let him, and instead he tosses and turns. The few times he does manage to drift off, he finds himself waking up suddenly from nightmares not long later.

He can't let things go on like this.

He gives up the ghost on sleep, sitting up and grabbing his phone. Nothing from Crow, as he knew there wouldn't be – he's been checking all night, hoping against hope. And he could try to reach out to him again, but... no. There's someone else he needs to talk with first.

It's early, so he really doesn't expect that Elliot will be awake to respond. But it's fine, he has time. He absolutely doesn't have the mental capacity for classes today.]


Hey, Elliot. I'm sorry it's taken me so long to get back to you after everything that happened... it's been rough, and I wanted some time to work through things by myself. I asked Eren to let you know I wasn't angry with you, and hopefully that message made its way over, but regardless, you should hear it from me.

I'm not angry with you for what happened, or for not telling me. Had we been in one another's shoes, I can easily imagine myself doing the same. It's not exactly an easy subject to bring up.

Truth be told, I have some things I should have brought up some time ago myself. Not strictly about you, but at least involving the three of us.

Do you have time today to meet up? I'd like to talk about things and apologize in person.

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