[ eren wants to just repeat i love you, i love you, i love you but only manages to hug him tightly and laugh a second time. he’s sorry for the mess, he’s sorry for keeping so quiet and hiding it from him to the point that it looked like something was wrong, but—
lesson very learned, and in the end, everything came together. they’re probably smiling so much they’re bumping teeth, but eren hardly cares for it. ]
You know what day it is today?
[ he asks, his lips against the side of elliot’s face after hardly pulling away from the kiss, his arms around him. ]
[Elliot hardly cares either, it's not like he's about to stop smiling. He stays close to him, pausing when he asks because Elliot remembered their anniversary but Eren was always better at remembering milestones like that]
[ then he could rack up extra points on other ends. pulling back enough to let his hands be the ones to caress elliot’s face, he settles with fixing his growing hair back behind his ears. elliot could work the pony tail better than eren. eren’s stuck in the messy manbun zone forever. ]
The day I first kissed you.
[ an awkward press of lips, but his first. eren’s first given kiss to the person he can’t imagine being different, or someone else. eren shifts his ring hand on top of elliot’s now, showing their rings side by side— he just couldn’t be happier. he could be happier. ]
[Eren he can do your hair for you, you know. That's a relationship perk.
Elliot will look a little impressed]
Really...? I remember that kiss...you actually remembered the day, huh? [He glances at those rings side by side, feeling a bigger fluttering feeling his chest. From their first kiss to being engaged, in one year. It was hard to believe, and yet feels so right]
[ elliot will finally give him, wait for it: an actual neat manbun. it’ll look cute and almost unlike him. or they can do various pony tail models and braids.
but, yes, he got make up points. and how they’ve gone from there to here, in a year— well, now eren couldn’t see it a different way. he wanted to shout it to the world. that he was happy, that he was living what he wanted, how he wanted. he was making choices and living them for himself, not anyone else.
forever feels infinite. he’d like to believe in something after they get old and die here. maybe it was silly, but— he had enough heart to feel the same way. he wanted no one else. he wanted this hand to hold, and if there was no real certainty of a forever, he’d make sure to love him everyday, as if there wouldn’t be a tomorrow. ]
I’m sorry. I never wanted to make you feel like crap, ever— or give you a lego for our first anniversary.
[ to which, eren has to briefly cover his face with a free hand as it reddens like spread tomato sauce. that’s going to be one hell of a story to tell people. ]
[ that was horrible murmurs eren into his hand. go on, say it. it was the worst thing ever. he’ll turn over a new leaf and all, but this tragedy has marked him for the rest of his life.
rubbing his face and letting his hands run briefly into his hair, eren pulls it back to his lap with: would you look at that. extremely messy hair. at least he’s smiling, red face and all. ]
Completely right. I was just bullshitting on top of my bullshit. [ oh, and— ] And if we’re talking only AltRim, it’s Gipsy Danger.
[ he’s embarrassed. eren’s embarrassed but, what else can he do! that was his fault. elliot was still the blessing of his life, to keep smiling at him like that after everything.
returning the hug from elliot’s free side to cling onto him, eren’s head dips on top of his fiancé (look!!!!! what!!!! he can!!! call him now!!!!) to keep the cuddles coming. ]
[Aw yes keep those cuddles coming. Elliot's smiling too, keeping close to his fiance. Sure they had a fight, but Elliot still feels so lucky to have this man in his life. And for forever too, as they just confirmed]
[ ah. aha. he knows akira knows, and he knows they’re still a few years early from planning anything for real (that won’t stop planning on eren’s part because eren) but— there is a playing smile on eren’s lips when he tilts his head down to glance knowingly at elliot. ]
Were you thinking the same thing I’m thinking?
[ let’s see if they are. starts with best and ends with man? ]
[ then it is settled!! eren will take both his swol arms and squeeze elliot with them, cheek probably pressed to his and crushing him in a loving vice grip. ]
You need to tell me how it goes. When?
[ he wants to heavy breathing cat all over them too ]
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lesson very learned, and in the end, everything came together. they’re probably smiling so much they’re bumping teeth, but eren hardly cares for it. ]
You know what day it is today?
[ he asks, his lips against the side of elliot’s face after hardly pulling away from the kiss, his arms around him. ]
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Uh... October 1st...?
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The day I first kissed you.
[ an awkward press of lips, but his first. eren’s first given kiss to the person he can’t imagine being different, or someone else. eren shifts his ring hand on top of elliot’s now, showing their rings side by side— he just couldn’t be happier. he could be happier. ]
I love you.
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Elliot will look a little impressed]
Really...? I remember that kiss...you actually remembered the day, huh? [He glances at those rings side by side, feeling a bigger fluttering feeling his chest. From their first kiss to being engaged, in one year. It was hard to believe, and yet feels so right]
I love you too. Forever.
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but, yes, he got make up points. and how they’ve gone from there to here, in a year— well, now eren couldn’t see it a different way. he wanted to shout it to the world. that he was happy, that he was living what he wanted, how he wanted. he was making choices and living them for himself, not anyone else.
forever feels infinite. he’d like to believe in something after they get old and die here. maybe it was silly, but— he had enough heart to feel the same way. he wanted no one else. he wanted this hand to hold, and if there was no real certainty of a forever, he’d make sure to love him everyday, as if there wouldn’t be a tomorrow. ]
I’m sorry. I never wanted to make you feel like crap, ever— or give you a lego for our first anniversary.
[ to which, eren has to briefly cover his face with a free hand as it reddens like spread tomato sauce. that’s going to be one hell of a story to tell people. ]
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But oh, Eren's getting embarrassed now. He laughs a little softly]
Yeah that was... [He wouldn't say it was "okay" because yeah no. ]
Just checking, I was right that Optimus is your favorite, right?
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rubbing his face and letting his hands run briefly into his hair, eren pulls it back to his lap with: would you look at that. extremely messy hair. at least he’s smiling, red face and all. ]
Completely right. I was just bullshitting on top of my bullshit. [ oh, and— ] And if we’re talking only AltRim, it’s Gipsy Danger.
[ EREN WAS A FOOL WHO FOOLED TOO HARD ]
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Ahaha, I knew it. I thought I knew your mech love better than that.
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returning the hug from elliot’s free side to cling onto him, eren’s head dips on top of his fiancé (look!!!!! what!!!! he can!!! call him now!!!!) to keep the cuddles coming. ]
How do you want to tell everyone?
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Hmm....
I wanna tell Akira and Yusuke first for sure.
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Were you thinking the same thing I’m thinking?
[ let’s see if they are. starts with best and ends with man? ]
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[Because seriously even your fiance can't always understand how your mind works sometimes Eren Jaeger]
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[ you have a point if you’re on the receiving end of a lego mech for your anniversary. either way, it’s something eren was wondering so-!
Best man?
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Yep, we were thinking the same thing.
I think I'll ask both of them. I wouldn't want to choose between them.
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You need to tell me how it goes. When?
[ he wants to heavy breathing cat all over them too ]
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Haha, I will.