With anyone else, he'd be hiding these for all its worth, but with Elliot? It's kind of fun being the one who gets to be shameless, for once.
He tosses his jacket off to the side (a problem for future Rean) and goes to join Elliot on the bed.]
Well... we went out drinking last night. Surprising no one, Crow can drink me under the table. I don't... exactly remember how we got from point A to point B, but we wound up back at his place, and I kind of remember us arguing over which one of us should get the bed. I think it was me who suggested we should share it, which somehow he actually agreed.
Then we were just... talking about things? And he was being his usual self about everything, kind of dodging around everything I had to say or brushing me off if he didn't want to hear the point I was trying to make. ...He had been doing that before we went out, too; I told him I knew about what you'd told him and he just tried convincing me it was impossible again.
But oh, right. Sorry, it's just so easy to get derailed into wanting to push the other man he loves out a window.]
Ah, yeah. So, he's dodging around, and I kind of... I guess I just snapped. Told him I was sick of him acting like he knows everything and that I wanted him to just listen. Let me in for once.
And, um, I may have just. Slipped and said "I love you" without thinking?
[He runs a hand through his hair, a bit sheepish. What a way to confess, right?]
He kind of broke for a minute, but he didn't say no. And he kept trying to avoid it, but... it's Crow. I figured if he was against it I would know, right?
So I pressed the issue, and he finally just said to tell him if I felt the same in the morning. Which... I was sober enough at that point to remember pretty much everything, but I figured that was a fair enough request. I'd probably want the same thing.
So we go to sleep, eventually wake up and he actually asked me if I remembered. So I said yes and that I meant what I said, and just...
It's Crow. I don't expect him to be able to say the things you and I do so easily. So I just asked him if he could at least do something to confirm it was mutual... and the next thing I knew he was kissing me.
And then the next thing I knew we were on the floor.
Yeah. Somehow I'm not surprised he'd go for that instead of just saying how he feels.
[Crow...Crow he doesn't expect you to be as sentimental as a Craig since that's physically impossible for most people, but why are you like this?]
Well I'm glad you told him how you felt. And stuck to it too! [He's proud of you sweetie! And while he really wants to know some of the dirtier details, first thing first is Rean and making sure he feels ok with how things progressed] How are you feeling now?
Yeah, me either. [He's not even questioning why Crow is like this, because he knows.] I mean... he even said last night that he "doesn't know" how to be open like I am. Like we are.
So it's... probably just easier for him to act on something.
[...]
I mean, aside from sore? [He laughs a little.] I'm okay with it, actually. It's... I think he'd probably freak out if I called him my boyfriend, but I'm way more confident about where things stand right now, at least.
It's going to be a lot harder for him to try to run away when I know for sure he wants this, too. It's like you said... I'm stubborn. And now I don't have any doubts in the way.
I see...well, in his defense, you can get pretty sappy sometimes. [He knows he's a hypocrite but shhh] ...Though, he's still an extreme case.
[So it's okay Rean, he's still weirder than you.]
Haha, good. Knowing Crow, he wouldn't have done that with you if he didn't really feel that way. You've always been really important to him. No way he'd risk that if he was just hoping for a one-night stand.
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[Rean is entirely too cheerful about this.
With anyone else, he'd be hiding these for all its worth, but with Elliot? It's kind of fun being the one who gets to be shameless, for once.
He tosses his jacket off to the side (a problem for future Rean) and goes to join Elliot on the bed.]
Well... we went out drinking last night. Surprising no one, Crow can drink me under the table. I don't... exactly remember how we got from point A to point B, but we wound up back at his place, and I kind of remember us arguing over which one of us should get the bed. I think it was me who suggested we should share it, which somehow he actually agreed.
Then we were just... talking about things? And he was being his usual self about everything, kind of dodging around everything I had to say or brushing me off if he didn't want to hear the point I was trying to make. ...He had been doing that before we went out, too; I told him I knew about what you'd told him and he just tried convincing me it was impossible again.
He's the one who's impossible.
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He sighs. Yeah. Sounds like a pretty typical Crow move alright]
Yeah, that sounds like him alright. [He sighs] And he says you're stubborn.
[He is just as bad!!]
But what happened after that? You must've gotten through to him somehow if you came home with those.
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[Rean huffs.
But oh, right. Sorry, it's just so easy to get derailed into wanting to push the other man he loves out a window.]
Ah, yeah. So, he's dodging around, and I kind of... I guess I just snapped. Told him I was sick of him acting like he knows everything and that I wanted him to just listen. Let me in for once.
And, um, I may have just. Slipped and said "I love you" without thinking?
[He runs a hand through his hair, a bit sheepish. What a way to confess, right?]
He kind of broke for a minute, but he didn't say no. And he kept trying to avoid it, but... it's Crow. I figured if he was against it I would know, right?
So I pressed the issue, and he finally just said to tell him if I felt the same in the morning. Which... I was sober enough at that point to remember pretty much everything, but I figured that was a fair enough request. I'd probably want the same thing.
2/2
It's Crow. I don't expect him to be able to say the things you and I do so easily. So I just asked him if he could at least do something to confirm it was mutual... and the next thing I knew he was kissing me.
And then the next thing I knew we were on the floor.
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Yeah. Somehow I'm not surprised he'd go for that instead of just saying how he feels.
[Crow...Crow he doesn't expect you to be as sentimental as a Craig since that's physically impossible for most people, but why are you like this?]
Well I'm glad you told him how you felt. And stuck to it too! [He's proud of you sweetie! And while he really wants to know some of the dirtier details, first thing first is Rean and making sure he feels ok with how things progressed] How are you feeling now?
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So it's... probably just easier for him to act on something.
[...]
I mean, aside from sore? [He laughs a little.] I'm okay with it, actually. It's... I think he'd probably freak out if I called him my boyfriend, but I'm way more confident about where things stand right now, at least.
It's going to be a lot harder for him to try to run away when I know for sure he wants this, too. It's like you said... I'm stubborn. And now I don't have any doubts in the way.
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[So it's okay Rean, he's still weirder than you.]
Haha, good. Knowing Crow, he wouldn't have done that with you if he didn't really feel that way. You've always been really important to him. No way he'd risk that if he was just hoping for a one-night stand.