fiddlestick | aefenglom IC Inbox

[Breathes in.

Boi.]

Yeah ... the fastest way to screw up is to go with an answer only because you think it'll make people happy.

Sorry, but you're gonna have to actually think about YOUR feelings and wants on this.

hey fuck off i know that alright? why do you think i bothered texting you

[clearly just to vent and fight because that's what you're doing you dumb goat.]

but like i said, i dont even know how much different itd be than what we've already got. If this is enough, then sure, but if this ain't enough, then why the hell would i lead her on like that?

We don't know each other that well, so I don't know why you did? I mean, I have guesses but I don't wanna assume.

[Maybe it was to get his approval as Fie's family, or for advice, or to try to have someone who knew Fie tell him the "right answer". Any number of things]

You'd only lead her on if you lie and tell her you two can be together forever. Not that she'd buy it if you did.

Really... she's aware of our situation here as much as we are. And she's experienced loss before. We weren't her first family, and we've lost people too since becoming a class. She knows grief well enough to be able to decide for herself if she's willing to grieve for you too when the time comes.

[And on that note, it's apparently time to point out the flipping obvious to this dude]

Also the difference would be that you guys would kiss and do other stuff like that sometimes.

[Ok they EASIEST thing to tackle here is the last and so he will:]

that parts obvious. thats not what i'm asking.

[then USE YOUR FUCKING WORDS, ARAGAKI.

but he can't say elliot hasn't given him things to think about in regards to this. Like the fact that maybe he's the one who has to figure out what affection means to him and whether or not it applies to Fie. No one can just swoop in with an answer.]

but thanks. i guess.
i'll figure something out about all this. guess theres not exactly a rush.

[except for how fucking starry-eyes machias was when talking about her at the party but. you know whatever.]

Well, I don't know exactly what else you'd be asking about unless you tell me what you mean by "different".

[USE YOUR WORDS SHINJIRO]

Yeah, I always find the best decisions come from long, careful thought.

That said, don't use it as an excuse to procrastinate and not address it. Fie won't wait forever.

yeah. yeah i know.

sorry, i'm pretty shit at this. but you gave me plenty to think on. so. yeah.

thanks.

Don't worry about that. No one starts off as an expert on this kinda stuff, and it's not like there's one right way to do it either.

But I'm glad I could help. Just be true to your own feelings, and that'll give you your answer.

Good luck!

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