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Nothing wrong with a little research. It's good to keep the option open. And you still got some time to decide.

Besides helping Crow in his Bond, would you want to be a monster?

Well, I don't know if it's wanting to be a monster. I know that it's not easy. But I said the same thing to Rean-- whether it's a witch or a monster, that's just what you are. It's not who you are. I'll be okay.

Besides, our team has a lot of great witches on it. I'm not worried at all about changing.

Well, yeah, you'll be Towa no matter what! There's nothing that can change that, I know.

Still, it will mean losing your magic. Do you know how you'll be able to defend yourself as a monster?

[He doesn't ask to be mean. He asks because he knows it's something that'd bother Towa. Just turning into a monster won't turn her into a strong fighter, and with no magic to back her up, that might become an issue fast]

Honestly, I don't know. I guess it would depend on what I become but--

I'd hate losing my magic. I feel like it's allowed me to be really useful to everyone. It's hard to imagine what I'd do without it now, after so long.

Maybe I'd have to accept that I wouldn't be as helpful in that form.

[And yes, she absolutely hates the thought.]

Towa you're helpful to us even without your magic. We rely on you a lot you know. That wouldn't change if you become a monster.

I only ask because I know it'd bother you more than anyone else. I want you to be happy.

Not to mention if you end up as a monster with natural mating seasons, it could make Crow hornier too because of the Bond.

I'm not sure any of us are ready to deal with that.

[HE IS ALREADY ENOUGH OF A MENACE]

Ellie. Thank you.

But I'm pretty sure you just pointed out the one thing that could actually make me terrified of changing.

[SHE DOESN'T NEED CROW BEING ANY MORE CROW THAN HE ALREADY IS.]

You're not the one who's going to have to risk KNOWING every time he's--

[You know what. She just realized she may have made a horrible mistake with this Bond.]

[He laughs awkwardly at the screen, even if it can't be picked up by the typing]

Yeah, sorry about that. I know you can block your Bonded from feeling that kind of stuff with you, I do with Fie, but...

...

Something tells me that might be one of the ONLY things he won't block.

[Because that requires shame. Which we all know he has none]

I've promised to help him work on that but.

I'm still pretty sure you're right.

And that just means that he'll be doing it on purpose.

[She can't believe she waited two months for this.]

I'd prefer the mating season. Crow Armbrust doesn't have a season, he's just always like that.

Edited 2020-01-10 06:31 (UTC)

Yeah, that sounds like something he'd do alright.

[Poor Towa. She truly suffers]

And he might get even worse with a mating season.
I'm not sure HOW that's possible, but it's something to consider.

Well. I asked for this. Besides, he's nothing I can't handle.

Probably.

But I know. You're right. That's. Definitely something to think about.

Haha...

Good luck Towa. I'm sure if you think about it long and hard, you'll come to the right decision for you.

Thanks, Ellie. I really appreciate it.

[She doesn’t have an answer yet but she feels like she will, when the time is right. As long as she keeps at it.]

Aw, it's nothing. I really didn't do anything.

If anything, I should be thanking you. It's a relief to hear Crow has a bond.

No, you definitely did. You gave me a lot to think about. I've always been able to rely on you-- it means a lot.

Aww, I'm sure any of us would have done it. It's a relief though. I don't want to have to worry about what would happen if he didn't anymore.

[Especially not now.]

Aha, you're going to make me blush.

No, I think you were always the best chance of getting him to agree. [Don't undersell yourself Towa!!!]

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