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You....do?

[He sounds a little surprised about that. He knows Eren has a great sense of smell and taste but....that was here, not at home. So how did he already know her scent if he was trying to avoid her...?

He thinks about asking but...you know. Maybe some things are better left on their own to work out]

Well, alright. If you're sure. I'd be happy to have you walk me home. [He gets up as well, offering his hand again]

[ it’s probably obvious already, with elliot’s correct thought process indeed: eren has been a naughty dragon . . . :( it hadn’t been as if eren appreciated the drop in topic (or did), because. maybe it was for the best, especially when he would completely avoid her after a full moon encounter (and then fail horribly at avoiding in the future because he has weaknesses—)

a hand is good to take at times like these, a time where eren seems to be frowning but isn’t actually upset. his face is. stuck that way? it comes with the rise in heat. ]

Been a while. [ . . . he will definitely fix these. ] Years . . . Actually.

[ last time this happened eren was close to normal, he was still short haired and young. ]

Edited 2020-02-29 03:17 (UTC)

[Yeah, Elliot has a feeling Eren wasn't doing so well at avoiding her as he wanted to think he would. But for now, it wasn't his place to poke the topic. Maybe at a later time...but for now, it was better to let things happen naturally. Mikasa was still getting accustomed to being here, after all.

He smiles a little as his hand gets taken, giving a gentle squeeze]

Years for you, maybe. It's been a little less for me. [Months, though still a long time.]

Remember the day we met? Outside the dream.

[ how could he even forget! he even remembers the violin from the dream and the merrow they got rid of. he remembers being upset, then being quelled— and, at that, eren smiles almost inelegantly, but then again, when had eren ever been elegant? ]

You threw water on me. [ that’s exactly what he remembers. of course elliot didn’t throw on purpose, but the dragon was blunt. ] It still feels like a long time ago, even if it wasn’t. I had human legs.

[ he still looked a lot more human than he did dragon then— hell, he looked like a boy. it’s strange, how even the changes makes it feel even longer than the gap of time had been, though he had mirrors to blame. ]

[Elliot smiles when he hears that Eren did remember. It was a memory that Elliot would revisit a lot, one of his first real happy memories in this world.]

Yeah, you did. Though even then you were still really tall. [Especially to Elliot, who is very much a short guy. Even the five months back home had done nothing for his height.]

It was an accident, but I was so nervous you'd get mad at me. But you didn't. You were nice and just talked to me.

I’d get mad if you did it on purpose.

[ but that time, no. it had been obvious he didn’t mean to, plus eren just kind of . . . snuck up on him. getting spooked or dropping it where you weren’t expecting a person to be there was as easy as bumping into someone who just turned the corner. ]

. . . You’re kind of always nervous. [ nervous might not be the right word, but eren says it lightly, not meaning to be rude when curtness was just second nature. at least he rounds up with: ] But you’re cautious, and careful, [ care, specifically. ] about some things I’m not.

[ that’s a compliment— eren knows his self preservation is below zero, an extreme to the point that it gets detrimental. he knows there’s a downside to elliot’s anxiety too, but everyone with their balance, strengths and weaknesses. he could see what he wouldn’t want for himself, and what he sometimes wished he had more of, to an extent. ]

[Lucky for Eren, Elliot takes no offense to someone pointing out that he was always nervous. He knew it was true, and there was no hiding it from his bond who had to deal with it all the time.]

Yeah, I know I am. [It was just part of what made him him] And well, I guess being nervous all the time helps with being careful. Planning ahead for outcomes helps me relax a little.

[Did you hear that, it was Elliot actually not belittling himself, but rather acknowledging one of his traits in a neutral fashion. It took...a long time to get here, but it happened]

You can be pretty impulsive... but it's thanks to that we've made a lot of progress I would've stalled on.

[

which means to say that he notices— not the part about himself, which he had enough confidence to admire (it’s what always got him far), eren’s eyes are wide and casting down, suddenly staring. ]

You never would’ve said that a few months back.

[ he’s impressed, and as someone who never liked the occasional self pity, he’s . . . rather happy. just looks too surprised to really show it. ]

[Elliot hadn't realized that he'd said anything notable, but Eren's reaction sure makes him pause]

Aha....when you put it that way, no, I guess I wouldn't.

[He gives a little shrug]

Suppose I've grown a little with everything.

[At lot has happened, between here and his home. He's grown as a person, in a few ways]

[ even with them nearing the house soon, it does look like eren’s attempting to slow his steps. take a few moments longer to reach the door, that way, whenever they turn the right corner. ]

It’d be disappointing if you didn’t. [ not for eren, but for elliot’s own sense of personal growth. even if we all know character development could go both ways, eren takes it down the positive route this time. ] That’s good. It’s what we’re alive for.

[That's cute Eren. Elliot meanwhile, being the short legs he is, appreciates the slowing of the steps and goes along with it.]

Hehe, that's true. We're always growing and changing. [He smiles up at Eren] Though some of us took a more literal approach approach to that.

[Mister I managed to grow even TALLER]

[ he big now. doesn’t quite laugh to that, but he does heh quietly. ]

Now I just need to take it metaphorically.

[ the step closer to change is realizing there’re things you could afford to change though, isn’t it? somehow, when he thinks of keeping a life like this one . . . it doesn’t sit well. doesn’t match up. it felt like fleeing, if he were to be honest— he’s always hated it when he’s always, always done the opposite. he’s always run away from the calm and straight into the storm.

but that didn’t mean he couldn’t, you know. live a little. he’s holding his bonded’s hand and feels more at ease in doing so, even if they eventually, get to the door and hang there, with the stained glass window of a wyvern above their heads. he has to look up at that, for a second. ]

Even if it’s a little, I hope I can.

[The window itself has been modified some. The wyvern is still there, but so are other things to signify his loved ones: a star, a crow, a cat, and the newest addition: a white rabbit, though it's not clear who that'd be in the house.

Elliot meanwhile, keeps looking up at Eren.]

I'm sure you will. It won't be easy, but ... well, you're never been one to run from a challenge.

[ oh— the window! hey, who allowed elliot craig to be cute? ]

Never been one to run from anything . . .

[ even if it took him a while to either wake up, come to conclusions or get started on a new plan. he gets there eventually. the fucker even puts in cheat codes when he should be at game over. the crow is crow, the cat is fie . . . was the star towa? ]

Who’s the rabbit?

[ he asks rather abruptly, tongue slithering out and raising high in the direction he tips his head to. ]

[The universe did because it needed some good things in this world]

Haha, that's true...

[There was no denying that one. But ah...he pauses, before he realizes what he means and looks up as well]

...That's Millium. Her code name was White Rabbit.

[The one who died, in other words.]

[ . . . :( ]

And the star?

Towa. I couldn't think of an animal, but she really likes astronomy...so it felt fitting.

[ oh— not expected, but he shouldn’t expect more. he’s only encountered towa a few times in passing and wasn’t much of a regular. even so, he could see . . . maybe where the brightness came from? she smiled a lot, minus that one time and day where she looked like hell. as did probably everyone in elliot’s household.

a grunt from him and a look that extends his time watching the glass, before one of his hands slide into the front pouch pocket of his poncho. alright, alright. ]

Guess I’ve stalled long enough. [ time for u to go home, mister 😭 ] I’ll see you later?

[He wouldn't be wrong about her brightness. Honestly, if anyone was their star, it'd be Towa. Even if she wasn't officially part of class vii, she was vital to them.

He smiles a little at that, so Eren was stalling for time to hang around huh?]

Yeah...you probably got other stuff to take care of. [Though...] Mind if I get a kiss goodbye?

[ a kiss goodbye— what was this now, in his gut? apprehension? shyness? diffidence that shouldn’t quite be there after everything they’ve actually managed to do with each other. maybe it’s been too long. maybe it was a touch of domesticity that eren only saw his father do when leaving home from work and saying farewell to his mother.

counting that eren hasn’t given people goodbye kisses, not even the web of partners he’s collected. or has he? maybe he’s overthinking it and the lengths of his tenderness could go. it reminds him that he’s had intimacy, but always keeps further proximity at arm’s length. eren was incapable of anything more . . . intricate, and mikasa was proof of his turmoil. why was he even thinking this now? more proof of overthinking and i apologize for the amount of emotional calculations elliot has to secondhand feel.

eventually, when eren hunches down, he presses his lips almost chastely to his bonded’s cheek, stands straight— then looks (and feels) flustered. ]

—Bye.

[Oh sweet Aidios Eren he meant it as a cute flirty thing. And so he's rather surprised and confused when the bond feedback gives a whole wall worth of Eren having a mental overload at overthinking this. ]

U-Um...

[He's about to say he doesn't have to do it when Eren gives that rather...super chaste cheek kiss and pulls away before Elliot can respond back. Right that was ... way more awkward.]

It's-It's okay, I really didn't mean much by it...

[He really hadn't!]

Bye Eren.

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