[Varian tenses, for just a second, Elliot's touch, before relaxing again- taking the gesture for what it meant. He manages a tired, nervous smile. Normally gaining anyone's pride (especially an older, authority figure) would have him absolutely delighted, but he's too emotionally tuckered out to get too excited about it.]
...Thank you. It- it really wasn't easy, but it felt like the right thing to do.
[He chews his lip.]
And trust me, I'm not proud of the stuff I did, either.
[He'll pull away after a moment, not keeping the touch long. Elliot wasn't much of a tactile person, not unless he was particularly close to someone. ]
Yeah, I know you're not. [He can tell that much]
But really, maybe you got a lot of things you need to work on, but I do think you're pretty incredible for how far you've come. Not everyone is willing to face their demons or their pasts.
[Varian tries to take some comfort from that. He knows he needs to learn to believe the people in his life when they tell him he's doing well. To listen to what they have to say rather than the nasty, biting comments that scuffle in the back of his mind.]
...Thank you. I um...appreciate that.
[He doesn't sound convinced, but he's trying.]
And yeah. I...I plan on working on my...things. I know I've got a long way to go yet.
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...Thank you. It- it really wasn't easy, but it felt like the right thing to do.
[He chews his lip.]
And trust me, I'm not proud of the stuff I did, either.
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Yeah, I know you're not. [He can tell that much]
But really, maybe you got a lot of things you need to work on, but I do think you're pretty incredible for how far you've come. Not everyone is willing to face their demons or their pasts.
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...Thank you. I um...appreciate that.
[He doesn't sound convinced, but he's trying.]
And yeah. I...I plan on working on my...things. I know I've got a long way to go yet.