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[He appreciates the mindfulness to his comfort levels, but he makes no resistance to Jusis hugging him back. This wasn't the same as his biological family squeezing him to death because they could. But more just giving Jusis some comfort and stability - things he tends to deny that]

I know, I'm sure it's very hard to believe. [But it doesn't mean he's right. He gives a little sigh and crane his head so he's looking up at Jusis]

Let me put it this way: my father is a general in the US military. Like his father before him and his father before him. It's a proud family tradition...one that I didn't follow.

Yet...by your line of logic, I would be partly to blame for the War in Afghanistan, and the War in Iraq. Not to mention all the wars the Craigs have ever willingly served in, or all the military operations that didn't count as wars. All of those would be my fault, according to what you're thinking. Because I didn't find some way to stop the US from going to war when I was a kid, I'm to blame.

But that'd be absurd to blame myself for that stuff...right?

Edited 2023-02-21 17:08 (UTC)

[Jusis is quiet, glancing down at Elliot when he starts talking. The way his friend lays it out so logically does help a lot. Extreme, maybe, but comparable enough to drive the point home. It's enough to make him remember a point in his past life where guilt almost drove him to do something drastic.

He closes his eyes for a moment, and then nods.]

You're right. I almost lost myself to that guilt.

[It's almost comforting to know that's a consistent struggle for him, in a strange way.]

I'm quite lucky to have you here to help put it into perspective. Thank you, Elliot.

[Good, it seems his point got through to him. He'll rest his head again on his chest and give a loud, loving purr. ]

Mm, I can't blame you. I know my own dark thoughts get the better of me sometimes too.

[Okay so maybe not guilt about that, but other regrets and concerns. It's easy to spiral when you're on your own.]

Honestly, I don't know how much help I can be with fighting Krusnik or your father- I am just a music teacher, and music doesn't exactly help in a courtroom. [There's a time and place for the power of music, the courts is not it] But I do know that I'm going to do my best to be there for you and Ash in every way I can.

[Jusis has never had a cat before or really ever interacted with one, so he's not entirely certain what the purring means, but it's gotta be positive. Right??? At least, he'll try to scratch behind Elliot's ear. He thinks that's a good spot for cats.

His reaffirmation of support does a lot to make Jusis finally relax with a small smile.]

Heh. Your support is more than sufficient. I may have wallowed in unnecessary guilt without you talking me back from the ledge, so to speak.

[The blond sighs softly.]

Not to mention, it's enough to have a reminder that the world isn't as dark as it looks. It's easy in my line of work to lose sight of the fact that there are far more bright spots.

[it's a very positive thing! When Jusis scratches behind his ears, the purring only gets stronger and he'll compulsively nuzzle against him more. Ah yes. That's the good kitty stuff yes]

Awww, Jusis...

[It's sweet to hear all that!!]

Well, I know I've had that feeling before. The world can be a pretty dark place sometimes, but...there's plenty of light too. We'll all do our best to remind ourselves of that, okay?

[He knows he can't always be mister sunshine and positivity, but honestly...it's a lot easier with Jusis, Rean and Ash in his life. Much, much easier]

Edited 2023-02-21 20:30 (UTC)

[How dare Elliot be this cute as a cat. Jusis can't stop a warmer smile because of that!]

I believe that's a fair trade. I may not be the best at it, but I think I can make up for that by being good company, at least.

[He shifts a little in his seat to get more comfortable. With the way Elliot is looking right now, he's resigned himself to being here a while.]

[Sorry can't help it, cats only come in cute. ]

Hehe, sounds fair to me!

[He feels that shift and he'll move his own body along with it, gonna just openly rest against Jusis's chest oh yes]

Speaking of...how about you stay the night? I got a spare bedroom you can use, and it gets pretty lonely without Rean here so I know I'd appreciate the company.

[He'll leave the real reason unspoken, and that's that he thinks Jusis needs some time to collect himself and rest before he goes back into the thick of things. ]

[Jusis finds himself getting into a rhythm for petting his cat friend. He's going to gently scratch behind both ears at once. Honestly, he's not even thinking about it right this second.

He thinks about the offer before nodding. That might be for the best. Besides, it's an innocent enough request that he doesn't think much of it.]

Very well. I'll have to text Fugo to let him know. Technically, I'm his and Ash's guardian while we're here.

[And Fugo doesn't need to see Jusis like this.]

[You know what, he could really get used to these Jusis pets. As much as he loves Rean's affection, he wasn't the most gentle when it came to cats. Not like Jusis. So yeah, you better believe the purring is going to continue]

Eheh, that's right. Fugo's old enough, so I'm sure he'd enjoy a night to himself.

[Jusis will never know.]

That's true, and I suppose it can't hurt for one night.

[He's going to use one hand to take out his phone without jostling Elliot too much, and so he doesn't have to stop petting him since he likes it so much. The blond sends a quick text before placing his phone on the arm of the couch.

And Jusis is going to cuddle the cat since this is surprisingly healing.]

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