[Jusis... has no fucking idea how to respond to that so he's just leaving this on read, too. He has a lot of confusing feelings right now and not all of them good. This is a conversation that the blond needs to have with both Elliot and Rean in person, but he's... also not in a good spot emotionally to really, truly think about it. As much as he wants to say yes, he doesn't feel like he deserves any of it when it means that these two men, who he cares about deeply, will have to deal with his paternal family.
Not to mention, that moment before in the music classroom with Elliot... that's still haunting him a bit. How easily he thought, for a few seconds, that the redhead would take away his support and care for Jusis. And the same could happen if he saw Rean angry.
He's not ready for it. Not yet. He can't do that to Rean and Elliot. Jusis doesn't want to hurt either of them, and right now he's so fragile that he's scared that the fragments of his breaking heart will hurt the two of them. So, he... distances himself from this conversation. A topic to revisit another day, if that's even possible.]
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Not to mention, that moment before in the music classroom with Elliot... that's still haunting him a bit. How easily he thought, for a few seconds, that the redhead would take away his support and care for Jusis. And the same could happen if he saw Rean angry.
He's not ready for it. Not yet. He can't do that to Rean and Elliot. Jusis doesn't want to hurt either of them, and right now he's so fragile that he's scared that the fragments of his breaking heart will hurt the two of them. So, he... distances himself from this conversation. A topic to revisit another day, if that's even possible.]