And I’m pretty sure I don’t want you to ever find out.
[She takes the glass, sipping at it.]
Who said I was worried about you?
[Towa. Please.]
...I know you won’t give yourself the proper chance to grieve. And right about now you probably have a bunch of regrets you’re not willing to admit because you’re the one who chose to hold yourself back.
The least I can do is make sure you don’t do it alone.
Sure it would be a little weird to change now, but— it doesn’t matter what form I take here as long as I can still be of use to everyone. So don’t worry about me at all, okay?
[She couldn’t care less what she has to do.]
Still... I understand. I knew from the beginning I was asking a lot. But no matter what, I’m still going to be here and— if we have to find another way then we’ll find another way.
[She bumps her shoulder against his with a smile.]
Whether I take you up on that offer or not, I don't want you to change that part of yourself unless it's what you want. I'll support you either way, but I'm not having you change yourself just for my sake.
I gave it a lot of thought before I said anything. It’s not an insignificant change after all. But I wouldn’t have any regrets. Not one.
[It’s not like she has a reason to do so besides the fact that it would be safer for Crow. But that doesn’t mean it’s not what she wants if it would help.]
Besides. It’s not just for you. It’s... for my own sake too. I’ve lost enough people that I care about. I don’t want to lose you again too.
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[ Which is about as easy mode as Crow ever gets. ]
So you're bringing out the scotch, huh? I didn't know you had any.
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[No complaints here— there’s no telling what kind of stakes he’d pull out.]
I don’t drink that often, but it’s good to be prepared.
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[ His tone is lighthearted as he says that. He pours some scotch into both glasses and hands her one. ]
You know you don't need to worry about me, right?
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[She takes the glass, sipping at it.]
Who said I was worried about you?
[Towa. Please.]
...I know you won’t give yourself the proper chance to grieve. And right about now you probably have a bunch of regrets you’re not willing to admit because you’re the one who chose to hold yourself back.
The least I can do is make sure you don’t do it alone.
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He takes a sip of his own glass, sitting next to her. ]
Well, there is one thing I definitely regret.
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What’s that?
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[ REAL REGRETS, YO. ]
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You’re such an idiot. Why did I know you were going to say that? As if you won’t already be hitting on anything that moves.
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[So he’s not wrong. This is pretty unfair to Crow. Even if it sounds stupid coming out of his mouth.]
...You could just get rid of the whole idea you know.
[She had to try okay.]
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Yeaaaaaah, that's not going to happen. The party's still on, as planned.
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...well, I tried. Not much point in fighting it now anyway, not after I already bought the suit and everything.
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[ The idea definitely seems to make him perk up. ]
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Except she can.]
Just thinking about it is making me nervous. But I'm sure you'll enjoy it.
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[ He takes a sip of the glass of scotch he's holding. ]
I'll get to find out in another week.
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[One week.Towa takes a sip-- and then immediately, another. Speaking of time--]
In just under two weeks it'll have been two months.
[Since the Masquerade.]
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...Yeah. I know.
[ He stares down at his drink but doesn't take another sip yet, instead swirling the glass around. ]
I don't have an answer for you yet, but... I'm still thinking about it.
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[She scoops some ice cream in her mouth, pulling her legs up and hugging them to her chest.]
I wouldn't ask you now anyway. You have enough to think about. I waited this long... I can wait two more weeks.
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[ It might be easier to just flat-out say "no" if she weren't. ]
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[She rests her glass on the top of her knees.]
If it comes down to it, and the only thing that's bothering you is the fact that I'm a witch-- I've heard that there may be a way to change that.
[Without a doubt, she'd find it, and she'd do it.]
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I rely on you just as much, you know. I just... try not to show it too much.
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[ He lets his voice trail off for a moment as he considers his words. ]
This is going to sound cliché, but it's really more about me.
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Sure it would be a little weird to change now, but— it doesn’t matter what form I take here as long as I can still be of use to everyone. So don’t worry about me at all, okay?
[She couldn’t care less what she has to do.]
Still... I understand. I knew from the beginning I was asking a lot. But no matter what, I’m still going to be here and— if we have to find another way then we’ll find another way.
[She bumps her shoulder against his with a smile.]
You can’t get rid of me that easy.
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Whether I take you up on that offer or not, I don't want you to change that part of yourself unless it's what you want. I'll support you either way, but I'm not having you change yourself just for my sake.
[ But he bumps her shoulder back. ]
I know. And you're not getting rid of me, either.
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[It’s not like she has a reason to do so besides the fact that it would be safer for Crow. But that doesn’t mean it’s not what she wants if it would help.]
Besides. It’s not just for you. It’s... for my own sake too. I’ve lost enough people that I care about. I don’t want to lose you again too.
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