fiddlestick | Kaisou: Class VII Group Chat

[Thank God this is text or else Jusis might be blushing again. He's totally not, for the record!!!!!]

I think she has higher class than I do, but you'll treat her like she should be: an instrument to be played and handled with love.

ok did I miss where all THREE of you started dating or some shit?

[Hahahahaha....

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Haha, we're not!

Though I can't say I'm entirely opposed to the idea....

[Jusis... has no fucking idea how to respond to that so he's just leaving this on read, too. He has a lot of confusing feelings right now and not all of them good. This is a conversation that the blond needs to have with both Elliot and Rean in person, but he's... also not in a good spot emotionally to really, truly think about it. As much as he wants to say yes, he doesn't feel like he deserves any of it when it means that these two men, who he cares about deeply, will have to deal with his paternal family.

Not to mention, that moment before in the music classroom with Elliot... that's still haunting him a bit. How easily he thought, for a few seconds, that the redhead would take away his support and care for Jusis. And the same could happen if he saw Rean angry.

He's not ready for it. Not yet. He can't do that to Rean and Elliot. Jusis doesn't want to hurt either of them, and right now he's so fragile that he's scared that the fragments of his breaking heart will hurt the two of them. So, he... distances himself from this conversation. A topic to revisit another day, if that's even possible.]

[ELLIOT WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT THIS???

Rean is currently in class, staring directly through the slideshow rather than taking in any of what his professor is talking about, because it has literally just occurred to him that that's even theoretically a thing that could happen here.

It's not like he and Elliot haven't talked about being open in their relationship and it's not like they haven't talked about finding other guys hot, but.

Jusis? Boyfriend? Throuple? What is life? What is air?

Rean is too gay and useless for this???

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[Oh well he's not...surprised that Jusis didn't respond. Honestly he felt no matter what he said would've gotten such a response But when Rean leaves a Read, he starts to wonder if he really did put his foot in his mouth--]

Sorry. Too far?

[It takes a bit to respond.

Largely because the professor decided this was the exact moment to call on Rean, because of course they did.

So after the most embarrassing session of getting brought back down to planet Earth Rean's ever experienced, he finally manages to type out an answer.]

Not necessarily.

Just... something to talk about, I think?

[Another minute, then a follow-up.]

Sorry, I know that sounds bad. I promise, I'm not upset at all.

I guess I've been kind of stopping myself from thinking too much about it before now? So now that you've more or less given me permission, now I don't know quite what to do with it.

["I'm not upset, I'm just gay" - Rean Schwarzer]

[During the long pause, Elliot is just sitting there going don't be anxious don't be anxious don't be anxious--

Oh thank the lord he's not mad. Elliot finally lets himself breath again]

Yeah, no. I get that. I know it's something that should be talked about, really!

Just Ash sprung that question and I thought if I answered in a negative way, Jusis would take it to heart even more.

And I mean...we both like him. At least, I'm pretty sure about that.

Edited 2023-03-23 04:23 (UTC)

You're not wrong. At least, I don't think you are? I don't know. I'm bad at this, but you already knew that, haha...

We can talk about it later, okay? If I text too much, I think the professor's going to notice again.

No, it's okay! You're not bad at this, it just is very sudden.

Oh right, you're still in class. Sorry. We'll talk later for sure.

Love you.

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