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[motiv8]

Elliot, it took me two lifetimes to figure out I was in love with you.

I may be the master of sappy speeches, but there's only so far I can go on this one before I have to admit I'm less than helpful. I don't want to be a hypocrite.

[fiddlestick]

Well...it was true you were a very very late bloomer, that's true.

What if we skip the first life time and go to the moment that it clicked for you? Can you describe why it clicked for you then? Maybe that'll help.

[motiv8]

[...He's going to be sleeping on the couch tonight, isn't he.]

You kissed me, and it occurred to me that that was not a Friend Thing and in fact the things we had been doing for months were not Friend Things and I was okay with that?

[fiddlestick]

WAIT HOLD UP IT WAS THEN?!? WE SLEPT TOGETHER LIKE AN HOUR LATER REAN AND YOU ONLY FIGURED IT OUT THEN??

[motiv8]

I TOLD YOU. I AM NOT GOOD AT THIS

[fiddlestick]

YEAH I APPARENTLY UNDERESTIMATED THAT.

Are you sure you're a cat and not a selkie?! You're not going to fall in love with the next person who borrows your coat are you??

PARTIALLY PRIVATE

[motiv8]

Positive. For one thing, you've already laid claim to all of my coats, so I really don't think you're in any danger there.

[The next message is sent privately, because it's just not something the others need to see. Especially Ash, given everything.]

And seriously: It wasn't just the kiss. It was the kiss and everything else we've ever done together. Which I said, it just didn't fully click until then.

Because you're my best friend, and while I already told you I'd thought of you as more than that before, I wasn't really letting myself seriously consider it. Because screwing things up and losing you wasn't something I could let happen.

And I'm not going to put all of these fears into Ash's head, so I'm fine letting you all have your fun, but I am kind of hurt that you'd seriously imply my feelings run that shallow.

PRIVATE

[fiddlestick]

[oof. You ever have one of those moments where you realize immediately you put your foot in your mouth? That's Elliot right now. He instantly feels bad for hurting Rean as soon as he reads the message.

Ironic, given that Ash was just expressing his fears of hurting Fugo. ]

Rean...

Crap, I really put my foot in my mouth again.

I'm sorry. You're right. I know your feelings for me aren't shallow. I just got caught up in the moment and ran my mouth off. The selkie remark really was more of a joke...but I shouldn't have said that.

[He pauses]

And just so you know? Even if it had never fully "clicked" for you...I would've been fine with that. I mean I really enjoy our moments of intimacy now, don't get me wrong! But...I had decided a long time ago that as long as I was at your side, even if it was just as a friend, that'd be enough to make me happy.

Re: PRIVATE

[motiv8]

Thank you.

I feel the same way, though. I've been blessed enough to know you for two lifetimes, and for both of them, my happiest memories all involve you. I would never give that up for the world.

You've always been one of the most important people in my life. My light, even. I've always loved you, so maybe that's why it took so long to finally click... loving you is just the easiest, most natural thing there is, after all.

[Now it's Rean's turn to pause.]

Haha. Am I gonna get a comment about sap overload, again?

PRIVATE

[fiddlestick]

[Reaaaaan. He reads that and just feels the his heart flutter in his chest and his cheeks heat up. He does not deserve this wonderful man]

Eheh, I'll let it slide this time. I'm the one in the dog house after all.

I love you too, Rean. Fully and completely. And really, I'm sorry. Do you want me to clear the air with the other two?

[motiv8]

But you're a cat--

I kid, I kid.

And no, it's okay. Seems to me like Ash is having some fun getting to mess with me, and if it's making him feel better about all this, I'm happy to take an L.

[fiddlestick]

Cathouse has a completely different meaning Rean. You know that right?

But okay. Still, how about I order us something from Wanmin's and let you pick what we watch tonight?

Your boyfriend feels guilty, take advantage of it.

[motiv8]

...Well. I hadn't been thinking about that, but you're right. Cat tower, though? Haha.

Oh, I like this plan! Perhaps a rewatch of some Studio Venti movies is in order...

[fiddlestick]

Haha, better! Maybe one day when we finally give in and get one.

Sure, we can watch those. Human or cat cuddling?

[motiv8]

Hm... let's play it by ear, for the cuddling.

AGAIN THIS IS PRIVATE

[fiddlestick]

Hehe, oh my favorite!

So do what do you think? Think Ash's gonna go for it with Fugo?

[motiv8]

[Rean takes a moment to think before replying.]

Honestly? No.

That said - I don't know Fugo that well, but given everything that's been said about him? I wouldn't be surprised if Fugo went for it. And if he does, I just hope Ash doesn't shut him down.

[fiddlestick]

Hmm...Yeah I could see that.

Fugo's a pretty quiet kid, but he's got a fire underneath. I could see him pushing for something.

It's just a question of whose stubbornness will win out: Ash or Fugo.

[motiv8]

My guess with Ash is that he's going to think about doing it. He might even almost go for it. But right before the finish line, he's going to stop dead and pretend it never happened, because his worry is going to win out.

I hope I'm wrong about that, but... that's my gut instinct.

Haha, I figured as much. He's close with Ash, after all. He has to have some resilience to him.

And I hope that resilience wins out. I think they could make each other happy if Ash let it happen, and I want that for both of them.

[noblerise]

If you decide to kill him, I'll be your defense attorney.

[motiv8]

[noblerise]

I'm pleased you found my offer so helpful, Rean.

[switchaxe]

campsite has a hell of a dump if you need to ditch the body

[motiv8]

You all could be SLIGHTLY less cheerful about my murder!

[switchaxe]

nah you deserve this one