[ he gives. sort of a sheepish half-smile here. he’s being honest! stress eating is a blessing when he needed it plus he’d just work extra hard to burn it all off the next day. ]
[ elliot has a way with words!! and if you check the freezer it’s all full of the same ice cream hHMMMM I WONDER WHO PUT THAT THERE, but, maybe he probably already knows (or not and eren is just eluding himself): ]
[he grabs his phone and hits a few buttons before this starts playing. It's quieter than it would be if he put on his speakers, but it is the middle of the night]
[ eren jaeger will not use a spoon (correctly), he has a permit, this is a free country
volume doesn’t make a difference here; music was music, and this song was the song. the more it plays, the more that a change in demeanor is obvious. any smiles fade, and a once enthralled gaze lowers to his hands, then to the bed as he props himself up with his elbow, then . . . eren’s eyes nearly shut.
he’s far from sleeping, and quietly watches elliot eat. trying to smile when their eyes locked but coming up a little short. especially when he’d part his lips, to say something, then quickly represses it with a sigh. he wants to talk, he hasn’t forgotten about a few weeks ago, but there’s still something inside him that doesn’t permit him to, be it the way he had to preserve others of memories he wished he never had sometimes (which he’d afterwards condemn, or else he’d be ignorant all over again), or because it hurt him too much to speak of.
or maybe there’s that little branch in between that still thinks no one would understand. ]
It’s my favorite. [ he says, trying to fix elliot’s hair away from falling into the ice cream, before holds his breath.
he’s sure diddly dee done gonna cry in like five seconds ]
[Elliot watches Eren, not failing not notice the change in the demeanor. Even if he tries to repress it, Elliot's known Eren for too long. This wasn't how he usually reacted to his music, he always seemed more blissful when listening to one of his pieces. Instead, it seemed to cause him some kind of hurt, sadness.
As Eren tries to fix Elliot's hair, Elliot will lower his spoon and lift his own hand to Eren's cheek. He asks softly:]
What's wrong?
[Because honey you don't show up in the middle of the night with tons of ice cream and then get upset over a romantic song over nothing. ]
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Three buckets worth hungry?
[it sounds like he doesn't believe you. Maybe you need to act more natural]
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Three buckets worth anxiety.
[ he gives. sort of a sheepish half-smile here. he’s being honest! stress eating is a blessing when he needed it plus he’d just work extra hard to burn it all off the next day. ]
Sorry.
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Hey, you don't have to be sorry. You deal with my anxiety a lot.
[He'll reach over and run that hand through his hair.]
But I don't want either of us to get sick, so how about we put two of those buckets in the freezer and just eat from one?
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There’s still room?
[ innocence, thy name is “eren why”. ]
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[Ice cream that looks...exactly like this one
. . . ]
Eren why are you buying so much ice cream for us?
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s hit ]
I promised Akira I’d buy ice cream.
[ but it has nothing to do with anxiety!! he takes another spoonful, and halfway through eating he comments with wide eyes. ]
The rest didn’t fit so I took it home until the new fridge comes.
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What new fridge?
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in which akira didn’t say jack shit ]
It was on sale at the Costco we went.
[ the costco!!!!! ]
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The Costco?
[Your one fear has been realized]
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I almost got lost in there. You ever been to one?
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-- Are you saying you haven't?
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. . . I’ve always gone to Whole Foods.
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[Anyway]
So..you went to costco with Akira, got lost, and somehow bought us a fridge?
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Yeah. [ . . . ] Surprise?
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[he sighs. he could argue but...it's so late at night ok. who has the energy for that.]
So in other words, don't let Akira take you shopping. Got it.
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shit more than half of the carton is already gone. elliot!!!! ]
You need to eat this before I do.
[ he hands it over (but not without taking another spoonful. don’t worry they’ll open another one). ]
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-- Already?? Eren slow down, you'll give yourself brain freeze!
[But fine, he'll take that spoon to eat some. At least it's an unusually warm January for this!]
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[ which he’s already doing so that elliot can keep the rest for his own stomach. eren jaeger is out of control ]
And listen to some music.
[ please don’t do anything that can remind one of dramatic romances or else he’ll cry. unless you want eren jaeger crying with ice cream. ]
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[HE SIGHS as another gets open. No point in arguing, Eren is reminding him of music]
What kind of music do you want?
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[ a bad choice, but his heart is stronger than him. ]
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That song?
Um, okay... Is it okay if I just play the music file? It's hard to eat ice cream and play violin at the same time.
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[ eren jaeger is already a mess because who the fuck taught him how to eat ice cream, he looks
questionable like has he ever used a spoon before. ]
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Aha, okay. Hold on-
[he grabs his phone and hits a few buttons before this starts playing. It's quieter than it would be if he put on his speakers, but it is the middle of the night]
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volume doesn’t make a difference here; music was music, and this song was the song. the more it plays, the more that a change in demeanor is obvious. any smiles fade, and a once enthralled gaze lowers to his hands, then to the bed as he props himself up with his elbow, then . . . eren’s eyes nearly shut.
he’s far from sleeping, and quietly watches elliot eat. trying to smile when their eyes locked but coming up a little short. especially when he’d part his lips, to say something, then quickly represses it with a sigh. he wants to talk, he hasn’t forgotten about a few weeks ago, but there’s still something inside him that doesn’t permit him to, be it the way he had to preserve others of memories he wished he never had sometimes (which he’d afterwards condemn, or else he’d be ignorant all over again), or because it hurt him too much to speak of.
or maybe there’s that little branch in between that still thinks no one would understand. ]
It’s my favorite. [ he says, trying to fix elliot’s hair away from falling into the ice cream, before holds his breath.
he’s sure diddly dee done gonna cry in like five seconds ]
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As Eren tries to fix Elliot's hair, Elliot will lower his spoon and lift his own hand to Eren's cheek. He asks softly:]
What's wrong?
[Because honey you don't show up in the middle of the night with tons of ice cream and then get upset over a romantic song over nothing. ]
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